August 25

It’s been stormy for days. And humid. I think the humidity has been at something like 125%. Ok, maybe that’s not possible, but it’s at least felt like it. I don’t do well in this type of weather. Some people complain their hair gets frizzy in the humidity, but mine goes flat. And my skin breaks out. And I get annoyed by the lack of sun and frustrated by the inability to venture outside. Basically, I’m just ugly. But I keep reminding myself about the miserable polar vortex and how much better the current state of weather is compared to last winter. Especially since another winter is coming sooner than I’d like to admit. After all, the apple orchards have opened already. Too soon the summer clothes I just found room for in my closet will be replaced with the sweaters I never got fully put away. So I’m going to remain thankful that summer is holding on and be grateful for the random breaks between storms. And maybe wear my hair in a ponytail.

August 24

I started the weekend wanting to get some housecleaning done, and I actually did! Not everything got finished, but enough to make a difference. I even finished a couple of things I didn’t have on the list. Well, not the weekend cleaning list at least. It does smell a lot less doggy at home. I’m thankful for that. I’m also thankful for meeting my boyfriend’s dad this weekend. He was really nice and it meant a lot to me to be included in his visit. Of course, I now see where the family sarcasm trait originates, not that it’s a bad thing. Watching the two of them reminded me of my interactions with my mom. Sarcasm runs in my family too. I am also glad I took time for a small bike ride today. It felt good to do some actual exercise. It’s been a while and too soon the weather will not be conducive to bike riding. And THAT I’m not looking forward to.

August 23

The new season of Dr. Who started again tonight. I was looking forward to it so much that I put it on my calendar over a month ago. As if I’d forget. Im the one who painted my inside garage door to look like this:

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I was a little worried about it though. The previews for Peter Capaldi as the new doctor definitely portrayed him with a different vibe than the old doctors. More intense. Less fun loving. And I loved David Tennant and Matt Smith as the last two doctors. They were unique but similar in their play on emotions and attachments to companions. It appeared in previews as if the new doctor will be more business and less relationship. And that may be the case. But after watching the show tonight, I am happy to say I was not disappointed. It’s different, yes. But there was still some BBC silliness and humor. Clara is still the same. And Capaldi made an interesting doctor. He will be a bit more serious, but I think that will be ok. Underneath it, there was still a tenderness, especially when he asks Clara to trust him. And is worried that she can’t see him past his changed exterior. I suppose that was Moffat’s attempt at asking all us viewers to see Capaldi as the same doctor we’ve grown to love over the last several years. New form, maybe. But that doesn’t mean it isn’t going to be a good one. I’m thankful that the new season has started.

August 22

Today’s gratitude brought to you by the following:

Starbucks. Their cranberry orange scone is amazing.
An enlightening meeting with the president of my college. (I mean the college where I work.)
Sharing FML moments.
Getting my first grad class assignment done 3 days before class starts.
New school supplies. I feel like a geeky kid again.
Friday. Fridays are good.
Old Chicago beer and entertaining company.

August 21

I dream of the day I am able to deep clean my house. I realized today when I came home at lunchtime to get the allergy pill I meant to take this morning but left on the counter instead that my house smells like D.O.G. That’s something I never thought I’d say. Seriously. I actually have a very keen sense of smell myself, so I’m usually pretty aware of odors. It was a bit disconcerting to admit that I don’t notice it much when I’m home. That means either the rain storm we had last night and the accompanying humidity today are just making it seem worse than it is, or I’ve let my housekeeping go. Since I’m going for honesty here, I’m going with the latter. It’s time for proper scrubbing, vacuuming, and spraying of all surfaces.

Yet while I acknowledge that I need to do some heavier cleaning at home (this weekend!), I also have to admit that my lackadaisical attitude lately speaks to my growing tolerance and/or patience level. Puppy training has been hard. And kind of consuming. Items have been scooped off of floors and dumped on top of cabinets. Stairs have been blocked off with baby gates and become a dumping ground for shoes. Things get thrown down to the lower level and out of sight of Chance while he’s not looking and then stay there. Rugs got rolled up and set on tables. My free time at home is spent walking Chance or playing with him or watching him play with Barley, my boyfriend’s dog. We’re learning how to incorporate him into the family, so it’s necessary time spent. In the meantime, though, I still have piles of papers in my office to file. My basement is still a disaster. Clothes get washed and dried but piled in the laundry room. And dust is accumulating. There was a day when I would have been pretty bothered by getting so far off of my normal cleaning routine. But I know things will eventually get done, just at a slower pace. I need to remind myself of this sometimes in other areas of my life. Work or relationships. Be patient and plug along at what I can accomplish. Eventually it comes together.

I suspect my household will never again be quite as clean-smelling now that I’ve invited this little whirlwind of a dog into it. But when I see his little face peering out the front window when I leave or how excited he is to see me when I return, I figure it’s a good trade. Something new to be thankful for.

August 20

Lately I’ve been trying to clean up my electronic devices–mostly my phone–of unnecessary stuff, old pictures and apps I don’t use. I’ve also been cross checking my iPad since I’m never sure what is actually linked to my phone. So I opened the Notes app on my iPad to see if it had the same long list of notes (quotes, grocery lists, names) as my phone. It doesn’t. Instead, I found one note, not written by me. It said I really love you Melissa and was dated March 27, 2013. First of all, that was not what I was expecting. It was obviously not left by my kids. They’ve left me notes on my phone and they always call me Mom. Secondly, I apparently do not use my iPad to its fullest potential since I have programs and apps that I never even open up. Forsooth.

I’m not sure who left the note. Just like I’m not sure who sent me flowers on my birthday last year. I have suspicions. The curious cat in me would like to figure it out. After all, I’m the type of person who will get up out of bed in the middle of the night to check one more spot when I’ve been searching for a missing item. I like to investigate until I’ve exhausted my options and only then will I try to let it go. I think this time, though, I’m not going to expend energy wondering for too long over it. Someone loved me and wanted me to know and left me a note where they thought I’d see it. I’m sorry I didn’t find it earlier. But maybe I found it when I was supposed to, as a reminder that even though it sometimes doesn’t feel like it or it isn’t obvious, I am loved by people in my life. People other than my kids or my immediate family. That’s rather nice to hear. I think most people don’t hear I love you enough. So tonight Im thankful for the mystery message, 511 days late.

August 19

Well, I have to admit something. Lately I’ve been so tired by the time I get around to writing at night that I struggle to even get through a post. I usually end up typing up something quickly on my iPad or my phone app while sitting in bed before I fall asleep. I’m sure it’s been noticeable; I feel I should apologize to everyone who’s actually reading this regularly. I for one, really dislike bad writing, so it’s been disappointing for me too. But when I started this blog, I did it with the intent of finding at least one thing a day to be grateful for and write about, so I’ve at least kept that commitment to myself. It may not have been exciting lately, but the process still gets me to think about my day. Sometimes it really is the mundane or even repetitive things that I realize I appreciate the most. Or something random. For instance, tonight my kids and I had dinner outside. I grilled chicken and made corn on the cob and mashed potatoes from a box. (Don’t judge me. It’s good if I measure things correctly.) It was a nice evening since the humidity went down and a breeze came through. My puppy had been a nuisance during meal preparation; he acts as if he’s never been fed. Ever. Even though I give him a teeny bit more than his weight/age suggestion, he seems to want more. He had eaten his dinner, yet still did the constant jumping up on the counter with one of us with responding with the automatic Down, Chance. So just before we sat down to eat, I filled his Kong toy with peanut butter hoping to keep him occupied. That lasted only a few minutes until he realized that it may be easier to sneak food off the table. And so ensued the puppy jumping and the responding Down, Chance, once again. Eventually he quit, we finished dinner, and as we got up to leave, Chance used his ninja skills to grab the remains of an ear of corn off a plate and take off with it. My kids began to chase. He darted and zigzagged through the yard. Just as Emma almost reached him, he half swallowed the ear, slowed down enough to gag it back up and took off running again. At this point, I was just enjoying the show. As was my neighbor from his back yard. It was just like a Three Stooges episode where Emma would grab, miss, and Chance would change direction. I finally yelled out to encourage my daughter, You were on the track team; catch him! She wasn’t amused, but Bree and I and the neighbor were. The neighbor dogs were barking; Bree and I were laughing. Chance finally stopped in an effort to simply chomp the corn cob as quickly as he could, and she got it away from him as it broke into pieces. The entire episode was unexpected dinner entertainment, and I was thankful to be there as a witness.

August 18

I have a list of things for which I’m thankful today:

Classes started today, which means I get to see more familiar faces on a regular basis and my tenured faculty friends get to share in the daily grind. Although that’s probably not on their gratitude list for today.
I ordered my books for grad school. And got a North Dakota State University binder that I’m excited to use for note taking.
I had lunch with my daughter. It was just leftovers at home, but it was great because said she really wanted me to spend my lunch break with her.
My faucet replacement finally arrived! I installed it (with 3 supervisors watching, my boyfriend and the two puppies) and there are no leaks. Hot water is now functional in the kitchen again!
I did some singing tonight, which I haven’t done in a long time. To the dog. And he did not whine, cry, or bark. In fact, I sang him to sleep. I must be getting better.

August 17

My house is finally painted!! It feels good to have that off my to-do list. I’m thankful it’s done and for the help I had with it. My deadline was to get it finished by the end of summer, and since classes start back tomorrow, I’d say that met it. Now I’ll need to focus on getting organized inside the house whenever I have free time. If I have free time.