I was complaining to Patrick after dinner that I’m so disappointed to be still lacking energy in the evenings. I have a long list of projects that I’d like to accomplish but I just can’t get myself going. I know it’s still normal, but my mind is already going beyond the end of chemo, and I’m anxious to get back to my old self.

Then I came across this in one of my daily devotion books, and I was reminded (again) to be patient.

My intention for today was to work in my craft room, but I had some flowers that needed to be planted before they wilted away. So since it was no longer raining, I spent time out in the front yard. I even dug up some overgrown lilies to transplant to the back yard and swapped out a dying evergreen for a bright green dogwood. Thankfully, I had enough energy for the task, although it was pretty much all I accomplished today besides laundry (how do we have so much for 2 people?!). And while my neuropathy hasn’t gotten worse overall, I can sure feel it after several hours of yard work. My fingers and toes have been numb most of the evening. Still, I’m thankful for the time in the yard. Nature is always soothing.

After a cold, drizzly day, I’m thankful for relaxing with my boys and watching movies.

It was such a nice day out today—just warm enough and sunny. And it got even better when a friend stopped by and hung out on the deck with me for a while after work. We haven’t been able to chat for more than a few minutes at a time in months, so it was great to spend some extended time together. She also brought a gift which was super sweet on its own, but it also included this plaque. I’m thankful for a friend who gets me!

Ever have those days when nothing happens? That was today. Work was uneventful. We didn’t do much after work but take our typical walk around the block and make a quick trip to the store. This evening the tv shows were blah and I’ve not had enough energy for much else. But that’s ok. These are also good days that I’m thankful for. Typical life days.

For whatever reason, my chemo effects seem to be lingering longer now. In fact, my face rash came back and spread to my forehead today. Just when I think I know what to expect, it changes on me. At least it’s not anything new, and it’s almost over! Since I was tired most of the weekend, I decided to take today off work while I felt ok and the weather was decent.

After a busy morning of bloodwork and doctor appointments and answering work texts and phone calls (so much for a day off!), Patrick and I went to an antique shop I’ve been wanting to go to for a while. Then we had lunch outside at one of our favorite restaurants. We’ve gotten carry out in the 6 months, but we haven’t sat and dined at a restaurant since last Fall. It felt GOOD! I even (with my doctor’s permission) had a small beer with lunch. It tasted GOOD! We were the only ones sitting outside, but it really was a big deal to be doing something that was previously so normal for us. I’m thankful for a little respite before tomorrow’s treatment and the effects to follow.

I’m thankful for these today! My sister-in-law sent me this funny coloring book and pencils and my sister sent me an encouraging postcard. Love them both!