July 2, 2022

I’ve been staying with my younger sister, Jen, Jim and my mom. Today Jenny and Jim went to his sister’s lake cabin for the 4th of July holiday. My mom and I spent the morning scrounging through an antique/junk shop before we headed to a wedding celebration for my nephew and his wife. They got married last year in a very small ceremony in Colorado, where they live. Today family and friends gathered for a party. It rained at first, but then ended up being a lovely day outside.

My mom and nieces

I’m glad I was able to spend the last couple of days here. It’s been busy, and I’ve stayed up way later then normal, so I’m extra tired. But its been nonstop sarcasm, sass, and laughter. It’s good to be with your people.

Tammy in the sunshine dress.

June 27, 2022

I made it through my first day back to work. It was a bit bumpy, but my 3-month oncologist visit broke up the long day. At least there, all was well. My blood work is good, I’m not pregnant, and the nurse found a spot of my stomach that wasn’t hurting to give me my hormone injection.

When I go back to the cancer center now, I am reminded of how far I’ve come. That’s why I am not really upset when my doctor is behind schedule and I have to wait a bit extra, like I did today. I sat in the waiting room full of people, some in wheelchairs, a lot without hair, most looking tired, and I was really grateful I was the patient who only needed a quick run through of my blood work and the last of my shots. And I don’t have to go back again for three months. Soon that will become six. One day, I’ll just be someone who had cancer years ago.

Today I’m thankful for being another three months post cancer.

June 25, 2022

It was a dreary, rainy morning and better part of the day. Outside of running a few errands early on, we mostly lounged with the pups and watched nonsense on tv. I’m thankful for a day without pressure. And I only needed Tylenol once today!

June 24, 2022

I got my bandages off today. The nurse cleaned my incisions and put silicone tape over them, and I’ll see my doctor again in a couple of weeks.

When my doctor said a week of recovery, I thought he was nuts. Even my general doctor rolled her eyes and said she’d write me a note if I needed more time off work when I told her during my pre-op visit. But here I am, a week post surgery, and I’m almost completely off pain meds. That being said, I’m still quite bruised, swollen, and generally uncomfortable. It often feels like my ribs are being squeezed. Every once in a while, I stretch or twist wrong and pull the stitches on the left side which renders me speechless. Shooting pain. Ugh. Thankfully, it passes quickly.

Even though I have this time of healing and getting used to another change in my body, I’m so grateful to have come this far. I already feel so much better.