March 29, 2021

It was a good day for comedy. We watched Grumpier Old Men tonight. It’s an old movie, but it was still funny. The characters are ridiculous. However, the part that stuck out to me was when the mother told Sophia Loren’s character that she was jinxed with love and shouldn’t even try to have a relationship.

Of course, that didn’t work. And rightly so. Because at the end of the day, it’s really just the loving relationships we have that make all the difference.

I’m thankful for the relationships in my life that make it easier to handle the hard days.

March 28, 2021

Today I’m thankful for a sunny car ride where a hawk swooped past our car twice. It was huge and beautiful and I was not quick enough to get a picture because I was too enthralled just watching it.

I’m also thankful for French toast, finishing some crafts, and sofa snuggling.

March 27, 2021

It was a pretty good morning. We got some stuff done around the house. I worked on a couple crafts. I was able to keep my pain under control.

Somewhere early afternoon I started to get sleepy, and I ended up sleeping most of the afternoon/evening. I’m hoping I’m still able to sleep all night. I’m guessing it was some effects of the vaccine I got yesterday.

I’m thankful I had nothing major to do today and was able to rest.

March 26, 2021

This is embarrassing —I never posted yesterday. Unfortunately, I spent most of my day working on managing my pain because I had my second covid shot scheduled in the afternoon. I had read that the CDC recommended avoiding painkillers ahead of time, so I did my best with home remedies. But by the evening, I was exhausted and fell asleep on the sofa until Patrick woke me and told me to go to bed.

I have a few things I was thankful for though: I got to see some of my work colleagues while we were waiting for our shots. I was able to get my pain to subside in the evening with a large dose of Tylenol instead of the prescription meds, and hey! I’m fully vaccinated!

March 24, 2021

Chemo day! I’m now 1/3 of the way through. So far, I’m feeling fine, just tired.

I went a little dark today.

I’m thankful today for the cookie delivery from my in-laws, a long chat with my daughter, and that my cough is much better.

March 23, 2021

I texted this to Patrick today. After two days of listening to my constant coughing (probably his least favorite thing ever), I figured he needed a reminder.

I was able to get into my Oncologist’s office today and get my cough checked out, and thankfully, my lungs are clear. The doctor gave me some different options to help with it like changing up my sinus meds. We think it may be too much sinus drainage. Never underestimate your nose hair. Lack of it can also be problematic. I’m never quite sure what over the counter stuff to take while on chemo, so I appreciated getting the feedback.

We also talked about the pain I’ve been experiencing. It’s not an uncommon side effect, so we talked about pain management options. She called in a prescription pain killer for me to try with this next round. If it doesn’t work or I don’t like the effects, she suggested different combinations of Tylenol I could take instead. Now I feel a little better prepared for tomorrow’s treatment and its after effects.

I’m grateful for my nurses and doctors who listen. I’m also grateful for when Patrick tries to tune me out. (Cough. Cough)

March 22, 2021

After several days of being in constant pain, I was exhausted today. I was also still somewhat sore. Enough so that I spent most of my work day sitting with a heating pad. I have new empathy with people who deal with pain on a constant basis. I have least have the expectation that it will subside, if not before my next treatment, then at least when chemo is over.

Probably needless to say, I was beginning to feel crabby. I knew I needed a distraction, so after dinner we went out driving around. And while Patrick made a quick run into a store, I sat in the car and looked up funny memes. And laughed. It felt good.

When we got home, I found this in the mail from my mom.

And this from my sister.

My family for the win! It’s like they knew it was going to be a bad day. I’m so thankful for their continued checking in and reaching out. My day has definitely ended better than it began.

March 21, 2021

It was so nice out today that I spent as much time as possible outside. We took a long walk and I was even able to sit out on the deck for a short bit. I’m not sad about hanging out in the sunshine, even though I didn’t get all my chores done. I’m thankful for this first full day of spring.

March 20, 2021

I miss my hair. Not because it was good hair (although it was) but I miss what it did for me. Helped regulate my body temperature and protect my head from hurting so much when leaning up against something. Those were good times.

I’ve had swings between chills and sweats today, which has also been annoying. But at least the Tylenol that didn’t help my aches yesterday has helped some today. So did a long soak in the tub. I’m thankful for that.

I’m also thankful for a long drive around town and a quick run through a store looking for spring stuff. It still feels weird being inside places, so I think we were inside maybe 15 mins. Maybe one day, I’ll get used to it. Finally, I’m grateful that Patrick has been so helpful while I’ve been sore. He hasn’t minded bringing me water or driving me around or listening to me moan like I’m 105 years old. New good times. Haha.